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FERLYN (:
Monday, February 21, 2011
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9:25 AM
Why do you want me to hate you? Does me hating you makes you feel better? Hating you has never crossed my mind and I don't want to hate you. You are afraid that things will get awkward between us now that we had broke up. Don't worry. There won't be a chance for it to happen. I'm certain of that. What are the chances of you texting me again? It's less than 1 percent. What are the chances of you asking me out? It's zero percent. You'd never asked me out so now that we had broke up, it will never ever happen. I won't bother texting you no matter how badly I want to cause I know you will be irritated. You are already vexed enough and I know this relationship gives you the biggest headache. It's good that you let of of it, isn't it? A relief for you, I guess. Honestly, I had never smiled genuinely when you told me you wanted a break. Now that you had left, I really lost my smile for good. Perhaps subconsciously, I already expected this day to come. I knew that you will leave me when I told you about Ric. It's just a matter of time. I was wrong to let this drag. Now that it had dragged so long, it's killing me inside. I'd fallen too deep into this mess. The only way for me to get out, is to say good bye. And I really mean a GOOD BYE.
you're MINE!
