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FERLYN (:
Sunday, February 27, 2011
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6:34 PM
Fuck it seriously. I rather know the truth right from the start than to have me believe in your lies. I'd always thought that we broke up cause of my past. But it wasn't. It was because I put on weight and you hated my braces. You were freaked out cause of my blog as well. You fucking liar. You said that you didn't mind my braces but you did. You never mean what you said huh? And the worst of all, you cheated on me. You know how painful it is to hear all these from a third party? You don't blame the person who told me all these. I'm thankful to her cause I won't blame my past now. I blame it on myself, for meeting a jerk like you. You are no different from the other jerks I met. In fact, you are the worst! How could you push everything to me when evidently, you were the one at fault? You said that I lied to you and blah. Now who's the liar?! I told you the truth after I lied but you didn't. You never intend to let me find out all these right? Fuck you man! I was too dumb to believe your lies. You will get your retribution. Believe me, you will! You don't toy with my feelings just like that. I'll make you regret what you did to me. You fucking cunt!
you're MINE!
Monday, February 21, 2011
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9:25 AM
Why do you want me to hate you? Does me hating you makes you feel better? Hating you has never crossed my mind and I don't want to hate you. You are afraid that things will get awkward between us now that we had broke up. Don't worry. There won't be a chance for it to happen. I'm certain of that. What are the chances of you texting me again? It's less than 1 percent. What are the chances of you asking me out? It's zero percent. You'd never asked me out so now that we had broke up, it will never ever happen. I won't bother texting you no matter how badly I want to cause I know you will be irritated. You are already vexed enough and I know this relationship gives you the biggest headache. It's good that you let of of it, isn't it? A relief for you, I guess. Honestly, I had never smiled genuinely when you told me you wanted a break. Now that you had left, I really lost my smile for good. Perhaps subconsciously, I already expected this day to come. I knew that you will leave me when I told you about Ric. It's just a matter of time. I was wrong to let this drag. Now that it had dragged so long, it's killing me inside. I'd fallen too deep into this mess. The only way for me to get out, is to say good bye. And I really mean a GOOD BYE.
you're MINE!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
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10:50 PM
Okay, I guess it's really over between us ): I couldn't hold my tears so I cried just now. I'm really so disappointed. Maybe not as much with you but myself. I made the effort but it wasn't enough to keep you. My past brought me down as well. Why must happiness be short term? I trusted someone who doubt me. I loved someone who doesn't love me. I'm just too dumb to believe everything you said. I'm better off dead I guess. I won't feel so miserable then. It's been driving me insane for the past 2 months. Fuck my life.
And guess what? I'd never watched a movie with you. I'd never club with you proper. I'd never went shopping with you proper. I'd never fed you food. I'd never got a chance to do all these. You didn't give me the chance to do so. I'm quite upset by it.
Can I please keep those fuck bands you gave me? You must know. I have never stopped loving you. You were the one who pushed me away. You were the one who left. Good bye.
you're MINE!
