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Sunday, December 12, 2010
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9:33 PM
Oh well, I realised that I haven't been blogging for quite some time. I got so much to update! Hmm, where shall I start?
I've been thinking. What stopped me in May to go talk to ♥? I first saw him in Vision, during my dining etiqutte. The first thing that caught my eyes were his fuck bands on his wrist. I was wearing those fuck bands as well. Next, I saw his face! Omg, that was when I got really distracted during my dining etiqutte. He's charming man! I kept telling Aina how cute he looked and I just couldn't take my eyes of him. At that day, I was hoping that he come and serve me but he didn't. I saw him talking to Marcus and Miss Oliveiro and I was wondering why didn't he talk to me as well. I was the hostess leh! Then he disappeared into the pantry ): After the dining etiquette, I often see him in school. I once saw him outside school from the second floor and I went " OMG! Look! It's him! So cute!"
I see him around pretty often but I didn't go talk to him. However, I found out his fb, through Z. Lol. I used to like Z really a lot, until I realised that he lied to me. One thing that I hate most, is that I treat people sincerely and they treat me like shit. Fuck you all! Anyway, I saw on his fb that he's attached. So, I gave up. Well, I didn't want to break people up. That's being pathetic. There was this time when I was standing outside Pastry IS talking with Farelynn and she said Hi to him. I was like "Wtshit. She knows him?" Then, I didn't see him around for quite some time. He's at charcoal when I'm in school. But, there are some times when I see him at the deli. Heh heh!
Soon, it was my turn to go to charcoal. Things kinda change a lot. I started going clubbing and I saw him once at Zirca, when I went with JD & co. Then, I started stalking his fb and I realised that his home club is Zirca. Hahaha! I'm such a stalker right? I went Zirca and Rebel quite often with Adel that time, till things got screwed up. Read my previous post and you'll know la.
It was 3 weeks ago when I'm supposed to go clubbing with him. Cause before that, I went with Adel and Jy on Tuesday and I saw him there. I was drunk that time so I can only remember seeing him and 2 other guys standing near me. The next day, he posted something on my fb wall and I replied. On friday, Jy told me that he wanted my number so I gave. It was then when he persuaded me to go clubbing on Saturday and I agreed to it. However, on that Saturday we were supposed to club, shit happened and we went drinking at Sahara instead. He didn't text me after that ):
On the following Saturday, I got bored cause no one goes clubbing with me so I decided to go ton with Jy. Seriously, ton-ning with them was bored as shit. The topic just revolves around Alan, and Alan and Alan. Nothing else. Worst, Jy, Loewe and his gf, all KO in the end. But, the nice thing is that he was there. I was falling asleep but he didn't let me sleep. He asked me to look into his eyes and I got really mesmerised. We started talking nonsense and we were both so awake, laughing and getting goosebumps at that time. Hahaha! We then went off for breakfast at Long John Silver and we were taking the train back. However, I didn't want to leave so I asked if he mind going Orchard. He didn't so we spent one whole afternoon at Orchard. Then, we went to Alexis's place and after that, we chilled at the park till the stars came out. Awww (:
Starting on Monday, I've been coming out of Sweet Delight to see him. But, I didn't leave my duties aside. I finished my work and was free. So, I came out to see him :D However, some people are jealous of us and they exaggerate things. A hug and a kiss on the lips became "hugging, touching, hands all over, roll tongue and more". What the fuck?! Seriously, the withered flower should date the unwanted sicko. They won't get so jealous of us then. Fuck your life! :D
I spent last Friday, Saturday and Sunday with him and I really love the cuddles we had. I met his bros and we get along well! Nice! :D We were at Nicolas's place and Nicolas is a nice guy. Blonde hair, blue eyes. (Y) I like his friends! They are all so friendly! (:
It was his study week this week. I didn't really get to see him in school but he would come all the way down to meet me. So nice of him yea? It made me speechless when I see how much he cares for me. I feel really cherished and loved by him. I just spend yesterday with him chilling at Balmoral Plaza. I didn't see him for the whole of friday and I missed him so much ): Yesterday wasn't a good day for him. He argued with his mum, got into fights and he was boiling with anger. But I'm glad that his anger dispersed when he saw me. We were both standing in the middle of the pathway, smiling like 2 idiots. Seriously, I think that we are a cute couple! :D
Although we are only together for 2 weeks, it felt much more longer to me. I didn't feel the same when I was with my chinese ex. I feel myself being more attached to him with each passing day. Like, I can barely survive if I don't see him. I'm just so crazily in love with him. Everyday in my mind, it's Remy, Remy and Remy. He completes my life. He makes me feel that I'm of a top priority. Of course, I know that he will need his own free time. I won't expect him to spend 24/7 with me. That's just too demanding.
XXVIII; a special number which means a lot to us ♥ Je t'aime Remy!
you're MINE!
