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Wednesday, December 15, 2010
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6:31 PM
My whole day is fucked. First thing in the morning, my chef said that the chiller is damn messy and asked those in charge to clean it. Well, he got a problem with me. Only on Wednesdays, and it must be a Wednesday, when I'm in charge of cleaning the chillers and freezers, he will purposely find fault with it and make life difficult for me. It's not the first time. It has been four consecutive Wednesdays. On other days, people don't even clean it or the least, pack the chiller. I did what I'm supposed to do including cleaning the walls and yet he always find fault. Tell me, how fair is him?
Next, I got scolded by the school admin. She just yelled at me for not being on time and shit. Hello bitch. Is it my fault? I know that the pick up is at 8.30am. BUT, our reporting time is at 8.15am and my chef did his briefing and we only start our work at 8.30am. So, is it my fault when I can only start work at 8.30am and you fucking want your macaroons delivered to you at 8.30am? We cannot prepared it the day before. If you want macaroons that taste soggy and gross, fine. I'll do it in advance for you. Are you a retard? Don't you know that macaroons only taste nice if the filling is piped in on the day itself? And, the best thing is that I'm not in charge of doing function. I was just helping out. So, is it my fault? And, that bitchy admin went to lodge a complaint saying that we were rude to her. Fuck that! She was the one that was rude to us. We didn't even get the chance to explain why we were late. She just kept on scolding us. After that bitchy admin left, my chef started to scold us and when I tried to stand up for myself, he told me that I'm not supposed to fight for my rights. Now I get it. I got no human rights in Singapore. OR is it I got no human rights is my school? Fuck that shit man! Seriously, fuck that! -'-
In the afternoon, someone pissed my chef off. He got so angry so he started yelling. EVERYONE coluld hear him screaming in the kitchen and outside the kitchen. Fucking childish ._. After shouting outside the kitchen, he pushed the door so hard and it hit me! I was helping to clean the dough sheeter and I got hit. He didn't apologise when the door hit me.
Then, another admin came to pick up her 12 boxes of macaroons. I just came back to the toilet and when I stepped into the kitchen, my chef told me to help her re-pack the macaroons. I went over, and she was complaining that how inconsistent the macaroons were, how ugly we packed it and stuff. I was helping her to re-pack and then she asked me to give her a pair of gloves and she will do it herself. Fine then. Guess what? She was full of praise when she saw the macaroons yesterday. The macaroons were supposed to be picked up yesterday but she didn't pick it up. So, we can only keep it in the chiller till she picks it up. The macaroons took up so much space in our chiller that the others had to find space to squeeze the other items and in the end, they made a mess in the chiller. Who ended up packing and cleaning the chiller? I did. Fuck that!
At the end, my chef did debrief and he was telling us that we should be puntual and stuff when there's function. I coulddn't take it so I trashed it out with him. Then, I made him apologised to me for what he did when in the fit of anger.
Despite having such a lousy day, I looked forward to dinner at home cause today it's a Wednesday. My parents don't work on Wednesdays and I get to eat dinner and home. Who knows that when I reached home, my mum told me that we are eating canned curry and otah for dinner. Seriously, it was such a disappointment! I always come home for dinner and Wednesdays eventhough most of the time my mum will cook the same dish over and over again. I come back home cause I want to eat home cooked food. I don't get to eat them everyday since I was 11. I always have my 3 meals outside so I really want to eat home cooked food damn badly. When I was expecting dinner at home to make my day and it ended up being such a disappointment, my day can be concluded to be damn fucked.
Time to summarise what I've learn in school today. I'm not supposed to fight for my rights. It will be always my fault when I'm the innocent party. It's part of the daily routine to be scolded for nothing, get injuries cause people are frustrated, take all the blame and shit.
Argh! What's becoming of the world? Fuck that! -'-
you're MINE!
