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FERLYN (:
Sunday, November 14, 2010
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12:06 PM
I might not be the first girl you liked. I might not be the first girl you held hands with. I might not be the first girl you hugged. I might not be the first girl you kissed. I might not be the first girl you had. I might not be the first for your everything. But I want to be the first whom you would think of when you are troubled. I want to be the first whom you would share your happiness with. I want to be the first one you would think of every time you open your eyes when you wake up.
If I didn't care about you, I won't smile because of you. If I didn't care about you, I won't become so fragile. If I didn't care about you, I won't mind every little things that you do. If I didn't care about you, I won't daydream about you. If I didn't care about you, I won't remember every word you said. If I didn't care about you, I won't be jealous when I see girls buzzing around you. If I didn't care about you, my heart won't ache for you. If i didn't care about you, I won't bother asking you silly questions. If I didn't care about you, I won't want to hear your voice. If I didn't care about you, I won't want to receive your texts and calls. If I didn't care about you, I won't miss you. If I didn't care about you, I won't let my imagination run wild. If I didn't care about you, I won't feel insecured. If I didn't care about you, I won't perservere till now.
But you don't feel the same way as me. To you, I'm just a passer-by in your life. But to me, you meant much more. I kept a diary about you after I met you shortly. Then I switched to a blog which is customised for you. All those little memories, it's recorded. Now, I see no point in hanging onto this one-sided love. It's time for me to let go. All those memories, will be forgotten. Goodbye.
you're MINE!
