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FERLYN (:
Monday, December 28, 2009
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10:55 PM
I didn't put the blame on others. I'm already reproaching myself now. Yes. It's my fault to perhaps invade your privacy. Yes. I should not have mention the word "M'sian". I admit that I'm at fault. But has it ever cross your mind that I care for you? I don't want the same incident to happen to you again. I don't want you to get con once again. It terrifies me to see you get into a relationship with a guy and after a while, it's another guy. I may be biased towards M'sian. But I'm biased because of what had happened to you. I don't want history to repeat itself. I did not say that M'sian guys are not humans. I did not. I just care for you. Perhaps, you need no concern of mine. Point taken and I promise, that I will not bother about your private life again. You can be assured. I do understand how it feels. Just like that time when I posted pictures of me and him kissing on friendster, your father somehow knew it and talked to me. I felt really angry at that time but I don't blame him now cause I knew that he cares for me. It really take times for someone deeply in love to understand what others are trying to do. I understand how you feel. I sincerely apologise for invading your privacy and I do know that anything about you is strictly none of my business from now on. It may not matter to you but I do really feel hurt and upset after seeing your post. Little did I know the word "M'sian" can stir up such a big disaster. I will think before I speak. I know that what happened had already happened and nothing I say now can salvage our strained relationship. But honestly, why must you hide the fact that he's a M'sian? Why must you let them think that he's a S'porean? Since you told me in Ajisen at IMM that you do intend to get engaged with him, why even bother to hide his identity? I seriously don't understand. Just ponder over what I had post. You owe me no explanation cause it's strictly none of my business. I just hope that everything will be fine soon cause our course is starting soon. I don't want you to treat me as an enemy. Will you please talk to me soon?
you're MINE!
